sians.

i shld be with them now outside enjoying night life.

but..

i just cant.

hais.

is reallie not the matter of i want or dont want.

is the matter of can or cannot.

of coz i want lah.

staying at home is real bored.

having friends to chill out is great.

hais.

she just dont understand tat.

nv ever she will ba i guess.

felt kinda hurt when u said tat.

hais.

nvm ba.

i cry is to vent out my sadness.

so dont stop me frm crying k?

well.

seems like more and more ppl had receive letter from uni and being accepted.

but not me.

michelle accepted by sim's double major in communications and psychology.

xiu accepted by nus and ntu's biz.

ian accepeted by ntu's 3yrs degree in computer science 1.5yrs masters in georgia tech.

beng accepted by ntu's eee.

as for me leh.

just wait and see how's the outcome lor.